22 Desember 2014

Pria Ini

Just sit in silence
or having deep conversation
with this guy
I would never get bored
Doing things
or talking about anything
with this guy
I would never hesitate

Pria ini berusaha
menjaga saya,
melindungi saya.
 Pria ini mengerti
apa kemauan saya
tanpa saya harus bilang

Pria ini begitu baik.
Terkadang saya begitu heran.

Saya tidak pernah merasa ingin memiliki pria ini
Hanya saja
Selalu ada rasa nyaman
setiap bersama pria ini.

ditulis atas apa yang terjadi selama 3 hari kemarin 
dan hari-hari kemarin

25 Februari 2014

You got (1) message from...

"I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say.

...

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right

...

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh"

OH FOR FUQ'S SAKE, THOSE LYRICS THO' :"
I'M SO SORRY I JUST CAN'T :"

24 Februari 2014

I'm sorry I love myself too much than you.

Perasaan masih sama.
Kesalahan.
Masa silam.
Perbedaan.
Rasionalitas.
Banyak hal yang tidak dapat ditoleransi.
Dan dukungan atas keadaan?

Jangan menganggap wajar sesuatu yang salah.
Jangan mau dibutakan perasaan.
Sudah tahu salah, lalu kenapa bertahan?

Sesingkat ini?
Ya, sesingkat ini.
Maaf dan terima kasih.

And thank God, I don't regret anything.
I'm not taking the wrong decision, I guess? *schweet smile*

20 Februari 2014

Come To an End

Too hurt to let go.
Too painful to stay.
I'm tired, I gave up.
Then, I let go.
Sorry for all the dissapointments.
Sorry for not being good enough.
Sorry for being kind of heartless person.

We are just a mistake, don't you realize?
I love you so much it hurts. :')

16 Februari 2014

Eternal Flame

Hi, you there.
How's your sleep?
I just woke up from my 6 hours rest,
and I notice you're the first person that pops out on my mind.
This is so wrong, I know.
But thank you for taking care of me.
Ah, what a guilty pleasure.
You're such an eternal flame.